Jewish heritage clearly
recognizes the role and importance of music, as this particular Shabbat
is called Shabbat Shira, this Sabbath of Song.
From the bimah I can see
each congregant and at the same time I get the perspective of the whole
congregation. Many times I have looked at all of you that chose to come
to our Temple instead of watching TV, or going to the theater and wondered
what brought you here. I have stumbled searching for the way to reach
you so those religious services will provide you the spiritual sustenance
you were seeking.
So, the questions pile
up:
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What are we really
seeking?
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What do we want to
take home?
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What did we bring to
this sacred space?
Last Shabbat morning I
shook the hand of an old man before services and in order to say something
I wished him to "have a good time." He looked at me and replied: "I
thought we came to pray." I was and I am still speechless. I hope that
his words will be with me every time I open the siddur.
We know we have to come
to Shabbat services but not very sure why or for how long. Judaism in
general and prayer in particular are not an exclusive Shabbat activity
from 8-9.30 p.m. on Friday night. We tend to consider prayer almost
like a separate entity that lasts one and a half-hours, like a locked
compartment in our lives.
We question prayer because
we, believers of efficiency and precision, do not believe that prayer
can capture the depths of our needs, that can express the extent of
our loneliness. Sometimes we grow impatient, sometimes exasperated,
waiting for a precious heavenly sign that may prove us wrong.
We seem to affirm that
the statements written in the siddur and/or the Torah belong
to another time, that its language is foreign to us. Overwhelmed, we
sit down passively looking at the siddur, the prayer book and
hoping that perhaps a Sinai-like moment of striking lightning will illuminate
our lives. Often, perhaps too often, we dare to look at our glorious
watches as if saying arrogantly: It is not enough that I want a miracle
to happen but I want it quickly or please give me my money back.
So, it is imperative that
we confront some hard truths and transmit them to our children as well:
1) Are we ready if the
miracle strikes? Prayer is not easily accessible; it will be empty
and shallow, unless we offer ourselves. It is the fault of the clergy
to sometimes take the easy road and appease a tired crowd with easy
formulas. Yes, we should not offer our congregants easy ways out because
tomorrow will find them disappointed and in disbelief. How many times
have we heard congregants say: "I want a more dynamic service, less
boring" as if I were to have the power of opening his heart. Remember,
for the success of a party a cake is not enough, you need somebody willing
to blow the candles with enthusiasm.
2) The power of prayer only becomes evident through perseverance.
Yes, like every meaningful thing in life meaningful prayer requires
at least two things: Continuity and TIME. It is through cracking the
hard surface of our sacred texts that we begin to understand some of
their enormous beauty and mystery. Rabbi Marshall Meyer (may he be of
blessed memory) advised me before my first Rosh Hashanah pulpit to always
listen to the elders of the congregation: "they have lived and prayed
many more years than you have."
3) Unless we take time
outside religious services to study our sacred literature, it
is unlikely that we will be able to capture some of its meaning.
Don’t have false expectations; it doesn’t matter how much time we spend
during services to explain the liturgy. I assure you that this liturgy
is so rich and vast that it simply won’t do the trick.
After saying all this it seems to
me that there are things than can be done to create a more prayerful
atmosphere. Let’s look for a moment to the configuration of our sanctuary.
No wonder that you may expect great things from this Hazzan and the
Rabbi. The location of the bimah gives us the false impression that
the R & H are at the heart of prayer and maybe, closer to God
and to the Torah than anyone else. This is not true.
The Rabbis' main function
is to teach (their sermons are supposed to elucidate points of Jewish
Law, trying to clarify passages from the Torah, etc.)
The Hazzans should:
1) Be cognizant of the
different liturgical practices and bring the congregation together,
from a liturgical point of view, when needed.
2) They also need to use
the proper nusah for each occasion, that is, the musical motifs
that we associate with the different seasons of the Jewish calendar.
3) They should know the
prayers inside out, that is, the proper pronunciation, to have clear
diction and also a deep understanding of their meaning so they can convey
it whether leading the congregation in singing or chanting on their
own.
Notice that I never mentioned
a great voice as a critical criterion to achieve this work. Prayer is
not a musical performance and is not a game with winners or losers.
Prayer implies the awareness that we are all together in this enterprise.
Prayer and singing are
similar in so many ways. They can transform you. When we pray our voice
ascends, always searching for other worlds. It does not always
happen but who knows? If you put all your senses into it, tonight can
be the night when you feel a connection with the Divine. Don’t take
it lightly.
In the act of prayer
sometimes we’re on our own but we’re never alone. If we’re spectators
and not active participants of this sacred experience we may perceive
an apparent cacophony, a strange dissonance that a priori, might
turn us off. We will observe people mouthing different words at different
times, at different speeds, with more or less conviction and find it
awkward. Sadly, we may not realize that this cacophony is the salt of
life. After all, in our daily lives we don’t expect everyone to behave
and say the same things at exactly the same time. Why do we expect it
at services? To be on the same page all together all the time may appear
to some as a sign of order. I would argue that if the prayer mirrors
life, as it should in order to be effective, chaos is as necessary as
order is and perhaps more so.
After all, we learn at
the very beginning of the book of Bereshit that God created the world
out of tohu va vohu, unformed and void, that is, chaos.
Going back to the Shira,
the song at the Sea I have chanted a few moments ago, you can tell that
it is not a solo; it has a responsive element to it. As you heard, certain
verses (Ex. 15:1, 2, 3, 6, 11, 16, 18 & 21) are chanted with a different
musical motif. Looking at the song it is clear to me that most likely
Moshe chanted some of the lines and the children of Israel responded.
This is what we call in music antiphonal. Extrapolating from
this example we realize that each part of the liturgy is treated in
a different way. The Hazzan doesn’t sing or chant every passage on his
own and not every passage should be congregational singing. This becomes
clear during the Hatzi Kaddish (which by the way, has more melodies
than the one we use at our services but that’s the topic of a different
discussion) when the Hazzan reminds us of the greatness of God and we
answer: Yehe Sheme..
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Or the Kedusha,
the sanctification where the congregation participates during the passages
sung by the angels. Sometimes we sing all together, at times we listen
and drink up some glorious musical metaphors that hopefully the Hazzan
is able to get across.
Some parts are read aloud
and some are recited in a soft voice as in the Amidah. Sometimes the
Hazzan chants the beginning of a Psalm and lets congregants continue
on their own. When he senses that almost everyone has finished, he wraps
it up chanting the final line of the Psalm so after a moment of privacy
we’re altogether again.
That’s right-- prayer is
sometime private because you have personal thoughts, dreams, fears that
you want to share with God and you’re not interested in letting everyone
know.
As I said, everyone is
vital in the art of prayer because God cares deeply for each of us.
This is how I know: Every Shabbat we recite the Pesukei deZimra
(Verses of Praise) Tehillim 147 as part of the introductory service.
Verse 4 reads:
Mone mispar la kokhavim,
God reckoned the number of the stars.
Le khulam Shemot yik’ra,To
all (each of them) God gave (will give) a name.
This verse can be interpreted in at
least two ways:
1) For those that look at the sky and
have the impression that the stars are infinite, know that they are
not and that God knows each one by their name.
2) You can also understand this pasuk
in connection to the promise God gave to Abraham (Bereshit 15:5)
when Abraham feared that his end was close and God have granted him
no offspring